sometimes the best thing a person can do to us is disappoint us. disappointment can be the only thing that removes the blindfold from our eyes and as much as it hurts, that’s where the healing begins.
i’m having the most peaceful crashout of my life rn.. like i’m going insane, but also just chilling and vibing. i’m stressed about a bunch of stuff, but at the same time i’m not. i don't know how to explain it..
I think one of the saddest things about me is how long I can carry emotional pain without anybody noticing.I will still laugh. Still answer texts.Still show up.Still make people feel loved. All while quietly falling apart in ways nobody thinks to ask about.
Lately, life has left me so quiet, so different, so I don't know, I don't want to hear, I don't want to say anything, argue, or explain anything to anyone, just stay in my own space.