Think I'm just not built for this shit, felt like this for as long as I can remember. Maybe someday but never soon, i keep being proven wrong, proven that I'm simply not worth it. I'll take the hint and leave
One day when I'm ready for it I'll just delete everything and go off radar, and when that happens i truly wish to just be forgotten off everybody's mind and memories. I don't want to be part of anybody's memories anymore
I think as a person I'm just not worthy of being loved and it hurts me every day, like there's something fundamentally wrong with me to not be worth fighting for or even try. And even when things go well for a bit I'm then reminded my place that nothing good will last for me.