I started streaming as a complete joke, a meme, a way to fuck around with some friends. I never expected it to get this far. Throughout these last few months, I've met a lot of new people, learned new things, and most importantly, had a LOT of fun. The community that I am now a part of is something I couldn't have ever dreamt of, and I am forever grateful for each and every single one of you. Even though my streams have always been quite short, the obsession doesn't stop when the stream ends. Behind the scenes, I've been putting in a tremendous amount of time, effort, and money into growing something I fucking love doing. I'm now at a point where I've given it my all, literally. By prioritizing overall content, tipping, and doing silly things, I've run out. There are 2 reasons for me saying this: 1. I did this because I love what I do, I'm passionate, and even though these last streams have been horrible, these streams have changed my life, BUT, do NOT replicate this yourself. Do NOT gamble with money you can't afford to lose, play responsibly, and always see gambling as a form of entertainment, not to make money. 🔞 2. Even though we are working on things behind the scenes, I'm not 100% sure how I'm able to move forward from here. All this means is essentially: I don't know if I can stream as often in these upcoming days. Sorry for the long yap, stay safe, I love y'all ❤️