i envy people who are close with their families
ive nagged my mom and my sister about going to events and activities together , i try to keep in contact , yet i barely hear from them
i dont feel old enough to handle everything on my own yet but they probably think i am
i dont have any desire to socialize but i start going insane when i havent talked to anyone in a while
everything sounds unappealing all i do is lock myself in my apartment and rot
explore media you find interesting ( video games, music , movies, series .. i can recommend some if you want to ) and show it . just having a pin on your bag can make someone approach you , and suddenly youve made a new friend ,,,
i dont really know why im writing all of this . i hope i can make someone feel a little less miserable at least
i dont want anorexia to ruin anyone elses life