Joined September 2021
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Jun 15
Ive fallen into bulimic tendencies again. By tendencies I mean making myself vomit. I hate it, I hate falling back into something I’ve already struggled with for years but I feel like I have to. #edtwt
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Jun 6
No desire for anything. I don’t have friends I don’t speak to anyone except my mom or co workers. I just live day in day out waiting for something to kill me before I kill myself.
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Jun 6
But hey once I get skinny enough I’ll be content right?
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Jun 6
Wow wow wow I overate today.
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Jun 4
I’m not working tomorrow so guess who gets to take laxatives tonight!!!!
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Jun 4
Just realized i actually don’t care about being healthy. If all I ate in a day is a Cliff bar electrolytes and coffee who cares I’ll be under my cal limit.
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Jun 2
Computah give me a hobby thats not lifting weights, running, or looking at Ed content!!! #edtwt

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Jun 2
Genuinely what hobbies do y’all have/recommend? #edtwt
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Jun 1
Has anyone ever confused needing to pee with hunger?
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May 30
I was doing lateral raises in-front of the mirror and I had to stop and go to a machine not next to any mirrors because I was on the verge of tears from looking at myself. I HATE THIS SHIT I WANT TO BE NORMAL!
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May 30
I swear if I don’t weight less tomorrow I might genuinely kill myself.
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May 30
Wait I low-key domt care and don’t need food. Already know what it tastes like and I’d rather be skinny!
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May 30
Fuck my stupid CHUNGUS DUMBASS fucking self bro. I decided it would be a great idea to eat 610cal so now I’m at the gym to try and burn some of it off!
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May 28
Yoo do I looks bmi 22 or bigger? I feel like bigger. Pictures are bad sorry #edtwt
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May 27
I cant stand the thought of a man being skinner than me. Very underrated motivation in my opinion. It genuinely pisses me off!!!! #edtwt
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May 27
I have this one specific guy in mind. I hate him so much hes a little twink bitch (not actually gay) and I will get to whatever BMI I need to, to be skinnier than him even if it kills me!
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May 24
I love seeing female athletes put into the limelight. I love when female athletes talk about their struggles and how hard they’ve had to fight to be the best they can be. It’s so cool to see the limits the human body can push itself through!!(1) tiktok.com/t/ZP8pGS6KS/
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May 24
I wish people would focus on the dedication of female athletes instead of just their beauty. I feel like male athletes are always seen as hardcore/motivation for how far the human body can push ex:Goggins but woman get reduced to pretty girls who happen to be good at their sport
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May 19
Genuine question but I always see posts asking, “Do my groceries looks disorder, does my room look disordered,etc..” but why do people care if they seem disordered? #edtwt
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May 18
Once I reach a weight I think I look decent in then I’ll stop being so restrictive and just do a 500 daily deficit until I reach my gw!!!
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