Ive fallen into bulimic tendencies again. By tendencies I mean making myself vomit. I hate it, I hate falling back into something I’ve already struggled with for years but I feel like I have to. #edtwt
No desire for anything. I don’t have friends I don’t speak to anyone except my mom or co workers. I just live day in day out waiting for something to kill me before I kill myself.
Just realized i actually don’t care about being healthy. If all I ate in a day is a Cliff bar electrolytes and coffee who cares I’ll be under my cal limit.
I was doing lateral raises in-front of the mirror and I had to stop and go to a machine not next to any mirrors because I was on the verge of tears from looking at myself. I HATE THIS SHIT I WANT TO BE NORMAL!
Fuck my stupid CHUNGUS DUMBASS fucking self bro. I decided it would be a great idea to eat 610cal so now I’m at the gym to try and burn some of it off!
I have this one specific guy in mind. I hate him so much hes a little twink bitch (not actually gay) and I will get to whatever BMI I need to, to be skinnier than him even if it kills me!
I love seeing female athletes put into the limelight. I love when female athletes talk about their struggles and how hard they’ve had to fight to be the best they can be. It’s so cool to see the limits the human body can push itself through!!(1)
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I wish people would focus on the dedication of female athletes instead of just their beauty. I feel like male athletes are always seen as hardcore/motivation for how far the human body can push ex:Goggins but woman get reduced to pretty girls who happen to be good at their sport
Genuine question but I always see posts asking, “Do my groceries looks disorder, does my room look disordered,etc..” but why do people care if they seem disordered? #edtwt