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not having nicotine or alcohol to mitigate my emotions with is making me realise i have no fucking clue how to cope with feeling anything i genuinely feel like im being gutted and ripped to shreds and stabbed i cannot deal with this bs
i hate my life im jealous of people who grew up in ingredient households where meals didnt come out the freezer every day and who's parents taught them things
14th June
strained my muscles yesterday but still managed just under 12k steps & did some other exercise / stretches. omad - small bowl of pasta & can of tuna (didn't count cals). water - 700ml.
slowly losing my fixation of like 4 or so years and i have no idea what to do because it's literally been the centre of my life and everything i think of or do or whatever every day and now i dont even know who i am anymore