Iβm drained. Iβm tired. πͺ
I made this video February, saying to myself how Iβm trusting God that everything wonβt be the same before June/year ends but guess what? We are in June and itβs still the same.
I put in efforts, I put in the work but nothing just seems to work.
Iβm honestly tired, if I think of how invested I am in the skill, I will just burst into tears and say Iβm never giving up but this moment? Iβm not sure if I want to keep going ππ
Iβm drained, Iβm tired, Iβm stressed but I still say to myself that all will be fine meanwhile it is not. π
I tried so much on this my funded acc, just one mistake messed it all up at first, went into remaining just 0.5% to blow it off, I remained calm and took it back to remaining 4% and now itβs gone.
Iβm sorry but I have failed π£π. I have fucking failed myself. I hope I find peace with it. ποΈ Or maybe I get the chance to try again and not fail.
Iβm so sorry Adufe for giving up. π
@TRADEWITH_DAVID you should be happy now, remember the meanest things you said to me? How Iβm never going to be profitable? How you called me a female unprofitable? Shamed my religion/tribe by calling me names thinking I was Hausa because I cover up. You said I trade prop for months which Iβm sure Iβm not the only one on this table. You recently wrote to me and asked if Iβm still not trading with $5k prop because you are no longer in the category that you are now trading 50k$ above forgetting everybody had a beginning. All because I called you out for scamming in a community we were both in on discord. And you are still scamming,
@Big__spencer can testify to it with proofs.
I was never trying to proof you wrong but You won π₯π.