Joined December 2021
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i like talking to everyone and responding to dms but pls dont expect me to entertain anything inappropriate i dont know you and im saving myself for my future husband #soz
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my dad who i speak to maybe once a year suddenly moved to my state and is helping me move next week so i have to play perfect present daughter (im tired)
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Lay off the editing nerd
hu tao toes hu tao soles hu tao feefs :3 👻
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“anime weeb”
respectfully i do not want to be stuck with dede and adelheid
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vtuber drama is sooo lame like youre telling me everyones pressed over someone making an unfunny joke in bad taste? like that doesnt happen every thirty seconds on this app???
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This is honestly the reason why I do not talk about my BPD diagnosis… For years the stigma on BPD has haunted every single person that has been diagnosed, that they’re this unlovable, unempathetic monster that will use and abuse you at any given moment for their own personal gain. Do you people know the amount of trauma a person has to go through to be diagnosed with this awful disorder? Do you know that our brains literally REWIRED themselves as children to save us from that very trauma causing us to be the way that we are as adults? We are how we are because we were let down and abused and neglected. And do you think labelling us this way is going to help us feel like we are deserving of love and we do deserve happiness? It isn’t, living day to day with this disease is HARD. We are humans too you know, we were just let down… and we spend everyday of our lives trying to be better, for our families..friends…children. We aren’t monsters, and labelling us as such is so damaging.
Deme, the VTuber, has BPD, borderline personality disorder. It's something I have relatively intimate knowledge of, as my sister has BPD, and I had a coworker whose wife has BPD. They have intense, rapidly shifting emotions with fear of abandonment, along with huge defensive responses. They have the uncanny ability to always see themselves as the victim, no matter what the context is or the circumstances, and due to the impulsivity in their "defense," they can become quite unhinged. People with BPD also have solidly black and white thinking, seeing the world in a us vs them mentality, which is how she can justify her vile attack against Chibi. These people practically never take accountability, fault, or anything, often blaming everyone else except themselves. They will frequently engage in DARVO (Deny, Attack, Reverse Victim and Offender). They will deny the wrongdoing and then attack the person raising the concern, often in a screaming, emotionally volatile tone, and then reverse the original instigator as the victim. They can often "mask" their symptoms in a public setting for a while, often for many years, but after enough stressors mount, they crack and that mask slips off. She can blame it all on PMDD (Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder) all she wants, but her behavior is textbook BPD... the same kind of toxic behavior my sister displayed, and the same stories from my coworker with the BPD wife. Some of the stories include ones like the BPD wife intentionally harming herself, often seriously enough to be hospitalized, only to blame it on the husband, or even reframing it because the "husband" was emotionally abusive. Similarly, my sister has self-harmed on multiple occasions only to escape discipline from my parents, for fear she might escalate. My sister's husband was also blamed for all the "ruination" that "he" caused against her. The coworker and my sister's husband both shared the same phenotype. Quiet, reserved, nice, and harmless... but you can tell behind all of it, they were deeply in love but also deeply scared of their spouse... not knowing when the next blowup is going to be. The Simps for women with BPD can be just as toxic, as their pull during the good moments can be legitimately magnetic, and they form strong parasocial bonds with creators such as her. People with BPD, when they are happy, are very charismatic, charming, and very warm... almost a complete mirror reverse of the depth of their toxic downward spiral. The simps become blinded by her toxic nature, reinforce her DARVO attacks, and so many idealize women with mental illnesses. "That crazy chic" is the trope that so much of the simp economy is catered to. TLDR... Stay away from people with BPD. They are dangerous and will often ruin your life, even through a parasocial lens, and treatment often has limited success.
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respectfully i do not want to be stuck with dede and adelheid
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who even is that bottom guy
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i need to grind on kh to level up so i can finish thefucking game but guys im so lazy i hateee HATEEEE xp farming
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asking the homie to pick my nail color as a way of soft launching my control kink
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now i WILL spend my hard earned money on a fun drink every day!! because I NEED THAT TO STAY SANE
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i love how they can just schedule me 8 days in a row since its two different work weeks so i get to be exhausted all while gathering no ot
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want french fry
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mfs be like why stirrup? well have you seen ishtar 🤣🤣🤣
What is the point of those socks with no heel and no foot bit, like what's even the point in wearing them at that point
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i cant prove that im funny you just have to trust me on that one
its hard having pretty feet and also being really funny
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cant believe oliver tree died this is why i dont fuck with small planes or helicopters
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its hard having pretty feet and also being really funny
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craving a fluffernutter REAL BAD
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sundays are cancelled im going to bed
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misha retweeted
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You gotta stay gaming bruh dont focus on no girls just stay gaming
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the butterfly of shame and fear
my blue archive kisaki cosplay 🦋:p
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