3 june 2026 x.com/csnpfolder/status/2062…

i haven't said anything all this while, not because i don't care or it doesn't matter to me. but because every time i think about it, i just can't seem to form a coherent thought, and i am just brought to tears. even on the day itself right before the event ended, i couldn't hold it back anymore. i obviously still want to see him and support him in person, but my own conscience doesn't allow me to, if this keeps happening again and again. i hope that the company can also consider his well-being and fight for his rights. if the company isn't stern, then he'll just keep getting taken advantage of again and again. which i think it's not fair to him at all. he's an artist, not an object or a doll that we can control. and he's a human being. out of everyone liked before, he's really the one i love the most, i can't even bare to look at someone else. everything i said about him holds true, he's someone that really loves his fans the most and would do anything to see them happy. but i hope he knows that what is of utmost importance to me is to see him happy as well and that he is fulfilled, and there's truly nothing more i can ask for. even if it that means that we see him less, or the benefits are lesser or get to talk to him less, it's really okay to me. because that's not what i'm there for. i don't know if anything i said so far makes any sense but my heart has truly felt this heavy all these while. i wanted shenzhen to be a good memory, but i left feeling so heartbroken and sad with the state things are. and i can no longer turn a blind eye to it.