edtwt only - Cw: too fat, Gw: 44kg pro dancer dni minors, fatphobes, racists, biggots,

Joined July 2022
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I'm soaked to the skin and only been walking 10 mins - I HATE THIS WEATHER 😭😭😭
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unfortunately me
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not to be dramatic but food has genuinely ruined my life
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when i’m sad about being fat so i eat more food as comfort 🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣
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a lot of eating going on and not a lot of disordering

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Spot the cats πŸˆβ€β¬›πŸˆβ€β¬›πŸΎπŸΎ There’s 2 of them, but even me knowing where they are, can only see 1, in 1 photo and neither in the other πŸ˜†
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Got the log burner going as it’s too damn cold. Felt really bad thou as when I went outside to get wood from the shed, this little group of blue tits and coal tits must be roosting in there over night, from the cold and I disturbed them ☹️ hope they go back β€οΈβ€πŸ©Ή
Totally blaming the weather for the reason I binged for the first time since leaving IP in November - these temperatures -13Β° real feel at night and -5Β° in the day are killing me. I mean it looks pretty but it just paralyses me πŸ₯Ά
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Totally blaming the weather for the reason I binged for the first time since leaving IP in November - these temperatures -13Β° real feel at night and -5Β° in the day are killing me. I mean it looks pretty but it just paralyses me πŸ₯Ά
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me after recovering

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πŸ’” Despite losing her leg in the war and training amid air raids in bomb shelters, 9-year-old Ukrainian gymnast Oleksandra Paskal won bronze at the Rizatdinova Cup! β€œWe couldn’t prepare fully – we spent a lot of time in shelters. But the competition was wonderful. 3rd place is a very special victory for me,” she said. Unbreakable spirit!
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What in hell has been going on on here 😭😭 Jesus I'm just glad my small circle of moots are who they say they are and I don't get involved with deathtwt.. but ffs that shit is fkd up, especially faking such serious illnesses such as sepsis leading to amputation
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Got tagged by grok for apparently showing a love for bananas πŸ‘€ probably the fruit I eat the least and like the least but whatever πŸ˜† anyway nothing more depressing than scrolling thru posts and seeing bc's where u felt fat af but now would be more than happy to look like 😩
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Happy 4th July to all my American mooties, hope you all have a wonderful day πŸ₯°πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸŽ‰πŸŒŸπŸŒˆπŸ«ΆπŸ»πŸ«ΆπŸ»
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I sort of feel that if I'm focusing on getting stronger, then at least on gym days, I'll be allowing myself more fuel 4 muscle growth & repair, which should then allow me to b healthier than if I'm not? When I used 2 go gym, even thou I was still rigid & obsessive about food,
Slowly getting back to a place I feel a little more comfortable. I'm thinking of maybe trying 2 prioritise fitness, protein & muscle maintenance (w some growth), over bmi thou. I have 4 months off, as was signed off the rest of the season & I'm considering joining a gym? πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈπŸ‘€
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I did at least eat the macros I needed 2 (well pretty much & a damn sight more than I did over the last year). It's just scary making changes, especially as it will fk up the scale weight & bmi, but I guess measurements r more useful then? πŸ€” Need 2stop yapping πŸ™„πŸ˜‚
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I sort of feel that if I'm focusing on getting stronger, then at least on gym days, I'll be allowing myself more fuel 4 muscle growth & repair, which should then allow me to b healthier than if I'm not? When I used 2 go gym, even thou I was still rigid & obsessive about food,
Slowly getting back to a place I feel a little more comfortable. I'm thinking of maybe trying 2 prioritise fitness, protein & muscle maintenance (w some growth), over bmi thou. I have 4 months off, as was signed off the rest of the season & I'm considering joining a gym? πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈπŸ‘€
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Slowly getting back to a place I feel a little more comfortable. I'm thinking of maybe trying 2 prioritise fitness, protein & muscle maintenance (w some growth), over bmi thou. I have 4 months off, as was signed off the rest of the season & I'm considering joining a gym? πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈπŸ‘€
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Hey guys! Ik I've been gone 4 ages! I was in forced treatment from 20/01 - 23/03 & felt so huge when I got out, I was way 2 ashamed 2post 😭 But want 2 keep a record/accountability from now on. So this is 34 days after getting out 😩 all the way back at my stats from last march
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Literally so soul destroying having 2 lose it all again. I really did try 2 come 2 terms w my weight gain in treatment but I was so miserable & depressed that it felt like it was far worse 4 my mental health than my ed is. I really hope 1day I'll be able 2 recover & will always
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Advocate 4 recovery 4 all of you here! We all deserve so much more, but it's fking difficult & u have 2b prepared 2 fight! I just wasn't able 2rn. Anyway, just wanted to say hi as I really have missed u guys πŸ₯Ή Plus, it's time I came out of hiding 🀭 πŸ«‚πŸ’–
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