Early labels and unconscious programming
While I have mentioned here what my 4th grade class teacher told me, the labelling can work both ways
Recently at a reading of RK Laxman autobiography, one incident he had mentioned from when he must have been seven or so
The teacher had some work to do and asked the class to draw a leaf on their slates
When Laxman submitted his work the teacher called him. Laxman was scared but the teacher asked him: Did you draw it yourself?
When he said yes the teacher told him. "You are an artist. Never forget that'
He must have written his autobiography seven or more decades later but this is the incident he recounted as what convinced him that he was an artist even when he was rejected by the JJ school of art
So much unconscious programming runs within us
A few days ago, my phone reminded me that it was 2 years since I made my first 'painting'
If you had asked me even a month before that what was the last thing I would do in my life I would have said drawing and painting
The doctor prescribed and I still resisted giving him evidence like
My fourth grade class teacher told me. 'Devina, you are hopeless in art!'
That I did not take biology for my class 10 boards because 'I could not draw'
(Both are true)
He forced me to buy paints, including fingerpaints meant for toddlers, and just play with them
And here I am - turning out so much that I don't know what to do with it 😀
Have given away more than 200 bookmarks to date
This is all the recent stuff including many that have been doodles on long concalls
There is a book/ bookshelf themed cluster also...but if course
Then I got a few laminated to use as coasters 😀
I don't take up long projects just something that can be done quickly - mostly in one sitting
I am doing it without fear of judgement because 'this is something I am anyway not meant to be good at'... And that frees you up
And I experiment with a lot of materials - there is even a tissue paper collage in here
Try something you thought you never could... You may find all that was holding you back was your belief
You can surprise yourself!
Have a good weekend...try something new
PS: it is also supposed to be good for your brain health to learn something you have not tried before