Years ago(2016), I was exactly where you are. Lost everything( in a single room)—though it wasn’t much, it was all I had. But I didn’t run home. I went back home for one week, then figured out how to survive back in nairobi. When I bounced back, I went on a revenge mission. Furnished my house with nearly 1.5M. Now? I regret every bit of it. Feel like disposing it all, moving back to a bedsitter, sleeping in my office, and investing everything,.I feel like selling even all my cars.I am invested so much in my company that sometimes I transnight in my office working. Things don’t heal you. Purpose does.