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Joined September 2021
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it IS fucked up that he basically arranged a nice soft little landing for himself where he has absolutely no fucking lapse in him having any of his needs met whatsoever and I’m having my logistical, emotional, physical, mental, and psychological needs ripped out from under me
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and when I point this out his answer is that he USED to think it was regrettable but that this isn’t “part of my narrative” and he’s basically moved on past feeling bad about doing this to me
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every single step of the way my worst fear has come to pass and every time right before it does he tells me and treats me like I’m crazy for seeing the writing on the wall. I’m seeing it and he’s going “there’s literally no writing on the wall” when he’s the one writing it
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Something that hurts is that I didn’t even get the option to flee with him. He made the decision that I would be safer and fine if he left me behind. He gets free housing for an unlimited amount of time which is partly why he’s leaving NOW. he’s taking the opportunity.
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I don’t even get the option to leave in an easy way. And telling him this would result in no sympathy from him because he won’t and can’t allow himself to feel bad about doing this to me.
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he gets an easy way to leave and I don’t even get an option. there was no world where we left together.
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watch this. dear host. you have DID and i am one of your guys. i do not identify as you and am different than you in several major ways. I hold different opinions and viewpoints than you on important topics and people in your life.
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bro why is twitter blowing my shit UP cant it leave a man to have fucking idiot problems with himself alone in peace. why’s it gotta be 25k people peering in at my brains attempt to shovel some sense into me
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the way my guys will lay traps for me that amount to putting a hoe on the ground and watching me as I step on it
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I/We wish you luck and hope that things go well for you.
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AUGHHHHHHHHHHH BARK BARK GROWL GROWL bark hiss hiss
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ive deciced im just going to become normal
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AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
watch this. dear host. you have DID and i am one of your guys. i do not identify as you and am different than you in several major ways. I hold different opinions and viewpoints than you on important topics and people in your life.
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BARK BARKL bark i hate you cringe ass BARK GRGRRR GRRR
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im being genuine that i need feedback on this
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im genuinely serious that i need a reality check. i feel fucking crazy and he acts like this situation is completely fine and normal and anytime i get upset about it he tells me that the way i think about it is sick and freakish
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i want to help him move but the idea of his new boyfriend being affectionate with him makes me sick and his response was "yeah thats why i dont want you to come" as if its fucking impossible for him and his bf to not fucking be all lovey dovey around me for two days
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had a dream that they invented a sauce that was just ketchup and mayo and people were selling it as a cure for ADHD and people were buying loads of it and going "it really works!" after putting it on like a hotdog and taking a bite
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personally i think its cringe because its stupid and not because it's wrong. you really gonna put my shit on main like that and sound like that while doing it. bro i hate your ass but not really just a little bit
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re: that last message stupid as fuck but not because its not true i just think it was written like a fucking dweeb ok
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