Kabhi kabhi mujhe lagta hai ki sar par ek junoon sawaar ho, only then can one live his life to the fullest.
Everything becomes easy then, from waking up early to showing up daily & putting in that extra effort to create what once seemed impossible. Then everything else in life seems like a distraction; friends, family, profession, even health. The mind is consumed by one purpose, one mission, one focus. Jaise wo Arjun jise keval machhli ki aankh dikhai deti thi.
Ultimately, there seems to be no meaning or purpose of anything in life. But such phases of passionate creation are what produce the greatest achievements of one's inconsequential life; the student who came first, the athlete who won gold, the author who wrote the bestseller.
Every moment, every day, every year that passed unnoticed was when you were not consumed by the desire to create, to achieve, to excel. I agree that you cannot operate at 100% capacity all your life, but there come times when you do, & those are the times to look back upon, smile, & close your eyes. You did well.
Jab zindagi ki worthlessness ko aap truly accept karte hain, then only can you make some parts of it truly worthy.
So get up, sit straight, sprint if you have to.
Abhi time hai aapke paas.