!! edtwt !! 20 ๐Ÿ’ pro recovery always! ๐Ÿช attempting BED recov, binge free since 31/5/26 ๐ŸŒž bmi 19s

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this year i'm going to get to my gw of 3 years okay MARK MY WORDS!!
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it's so cute how bus drivers wave at each other โ˜บ๏ธ
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a strange fantasy a small comic about being disordered (1)
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i hate how depression makes me feel so stupid for how i feel bc its like i am just Sad for no valid reason i feel so down so distraught so empty so loathsome yet if you asked me to pinpoint the exact reason they donโ€™t seem Enough or justify the extent of why i feel this way
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I think I'm in a depressive episode
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i need to rewatch star trek tng it's so comforting
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literally everything i do to feel better makes me feel worse what the fuck
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i genuinely think i gotta find someone to buy w33d off. i think that'd fix me
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computer. how do i make myself feel better? quickest route, no cutting or binging or smoking or drinking or video games (none of those r working rn)
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my friend has been begging me to play fortnite all day but now i'm off work she decides it's the perfect time to go get stoned and stop replying to me
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holy shit?!! not only have i not gained in binge recov, i've actually lost a little?? and i weighed myself after breakfast too oh my god
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i just realised that when i'm doing well i engage in more restricting behaviours, but when i'm doing badly i overeat and don't exercise
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tmi sorry but one good thing about not taking my anti nausea meds is that i'm shitting! consistently! for the first time in months!!
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i love my coworkers sm
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me last night: crying about food and weight me this morning: immediately eats 8 squares of chocolate and a yoghurt bowl
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I've had the same fucking goal weight for 2 years and it's so close but I can't fucking get it and I hate myself
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I'm having a very Mental Illness time at work today
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it's a billion degrees at work today even though it's freezing outside
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i ran out of anti nausea pills for my anxiety and the last couple days i've been terrified of puking lol
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went to work and wanted to be in front of the bus instead of on it, but after work im feeling less hungover and generally better
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