“does shane know he’s autistic even if he’s not diagnosed?” does Sisyphus know of his rock, if language had not yet invented the word for it?
do you think shane knows about his autism even if he doesn't Know. he knows that he's a little too weird, a little offputting, sometimes even hurtful. do you think he gets comfortable with Ilya and gets Weird, and he knows Ilya Noticed, and so he starts trying to mask again.