if there isnt even a slight difference in a years span then im genuinely getting back on heroin and locking myself from the world
ive witnessed and undergone too much to have any1 have a say on how i treat this life
laying out things as they are as of rn only makes me realise how much of this cycle has always had me under conflict or trauma
everything that caused me issues has always stemmed from human interference
i never asked for a perfect life but now all i need is peace
away from it all