i hope all my followers know i fuck with both tomtord AND tordtom. i don't have a preference except for top rl tord and bottom future tom because i genuinely can't see rl tord bottoming cause he has #ControlIssues BUT i believe he can be a sub top sometimes Ok thanks guys
There is something deeply relatable about pressing buttons and hoping the world responds exactly the way you want it to.
#CalvinandHobbes#ControlIssues
JG's drunk & projecting. JF's trying to be rational under the circumstances. If there's a lack of reciprocity in the relationship JG's free to re-evaluate. You can't control, define or demand another person's feelings. JG's not leaving room for JF's feedback. #ControlIssues
🎵if i give an order and you obey it
and you do it as i say it
but you told me what to tell you
was it me who compelled you
was it me who impelled you
or were you the master
with me the puppet? 🎵
suno.com/song/9e821ea4-4719-…
I think about this a lot. I think about a lot of things a lot. But this thing in particular ... haunts me some times.
Was I in charge? I know the answer. Because I'm still here and she's nowhere. I no longer live on the cross over things.
I have been reworking older lyrics for @SunoMusic 4.5 and ... echoes of pain remain and fill my brain if I am not cautious.
I forgot how ... lost ... I was.
Ah well. It makes for interesting lyrics and music, I think.
Thanks for reading if you made it this far. lol
My Suno page is my pain and my journal. There is no need to rehash it all, over and over.
And yet ... here we are. 💗💗💗
#aimusic#sunoai#rock#controlissues#puppets
➌امی سانتیاگو | کنترل، کنترل، کنترل...
اِمی نمایندهی آدمهاییه که با نظم و ساختار نفس میکشن. اونایی که نمره کامل براشون مثل اکسیژنه، و اگه یه خط از چکلیستشون جا بیوفته کل روزشون میپاشه. این وسواسها رو فقط از بیرون نمیبینی چون از درون یه اضطراب شدیده: «اگه اشتباه کنم، چی؟»
امی یه نمونه کلاسیک از شخصیت وسواسی-جبری (OCPD)
نه اون OCD که آدم دستش رو میشوره، بلکه اون تیپ روانی که آدمو بردهی کمالگرایی میکنه.
و زیر این همه چکلیست، یه ترس بزرگه: «اگه همهچی تحت کنترل من نباشه، چی میشه؟»
اما چیزی که توی سیر شخصیتش میبینیم، یه تطابق زیباست. امی یاد میگیره که عشق و زندگی با جدول زمانبندی پیش نمیره. اون یاد میگیره اعتماد کنه... اول به جِیک، بعد به خودش.
#Perfectionism#AnxietyDisorders#ControlIssues