Jess u lied and claimed he hit you, That simply didn't happen. YOU were the one who couldn't follow the rules. You didn't think they applied to you. You ran up angry for being called out and threw his chair. When you moved into him you screamed like a lunatic then pretended he hit you. YOU are responsible for your behavior. I am not a grant fan by a long shot. In that scenario that day YOU were the problem. You falsely claimed someone hit you that YOU bumped into. You sat there while aidan narrated that false narrative and you co-signed it! If you were so afraid and if there was an actual threat (Clearly there was not) you would have crossed the street and asked for an order. You waited and drove all the way back to fallriver (closer to where you live) so you would get a better outcome. You lied to the police and you lied to the court. You claimed one of the 3 reasons you needed an order was because you thought he was staring at your boobs in court. That is abuse of the system jessica. Even if he had been staring at your boobs that isnt a reason for an order and you knew that. Let's not pretend that you didn't misuse the system that day. You did and you know it! You acted like a lunatic. You ran up and threw his chair. He should have got an order on you. You are now trying to justify that behavior. Don't justify it by blaming, own it. You acted like a fool, you were unhinged. You knew the rule and you didn't follow it and got angry when someone else was holding you accountable for that. Your inflated ego and self importance made you think you should be allowed to get away with not following the rules. Your anger was because how dare someone point out you were wrong and taking advantage. you acted out like a child. I hope one day you find some self esteem and get some self awareness. Clearly you and aidan are a lot alike. Blame everyone else, gaslight, victim blame, pretend to be better than, repeat. Self reflection is a hell of a thing jess. Your fear of being screamed at by the turtle for saying something he doesn't like is there. You have to go after his precieved enemies, you take his word when he lies to your face and you lie to your followers and yourself for $. You fear aidan coming after you again so you have to walk on eggshells. You KNOW he writes hit pieces and makes shit up about people and ignores the truth even if they provide him the truth. He is paid by people to write false BS about people. He doesn't do facts, issue retractions or check or verify info. You said so yourself about the article about YOU he wrote. You went as far as to say you spoke with him and he still chose to print and say the lies about you. That it was simply a "Hit piece". You can't be dumb enough to believe he doesn't still do that exact same thing. You need him, You need his viewers and his cult for views and $.
I really hope someday you get some self respect, boundaries, Morals, and you put your want & Greed in check. He harms real people's lives. People who have done nothing wrong. People who didn't deserve it. He has them harassed and cyber stalked into oblivion. But you know all that, you simply chose to ignore it for the $ and attention. You actively cheer that behavior on, participate in the same shit that made you want to unalive yourself. The universe always course corrects. Karma always comes for shitty people eventually. Selfishness runs in the cult I get it. Maybe start looking at your actions. Look at how clapping his bad behavior on like a seal has "helped" him. It hasen't. That consequence train is going stop to stop to collect with him and others and it is far from over. Lawsuits, criminal charges, etc are still coming. Eventually being a shitty person catches up to you. Maybe one day you will figure out how to put the greed and shitty behavior behind you. How to stop ignoring the lies, gaslighting and manipulation. You want to benefit and are too afraid of the turtle to push back & stand for what is right.