In My Feelings
Iโve always been emotional. Iโve always cared. Iโve always worn my heart on my sleeve.
That gets me in trouble.
Most people donโt care. Or arenโt capable of receiving that kind of love, empathy or feeling.
Iโve always loved the United States of America. But even crazier, Iโve always loved people. From every country.
My first major memory of a historic event was when Princess Diana was chased by the paparazzi and died in the car accident. She was in a limo. Correct me if Iโm wrong. Only rich people get to be chauffeured around in boujie limos, right?
I donโt know how old I was. Iโm sure I could Google it, but Iโm already in the zone.
I was at my grandparents condo at Oceans 1. Daytona Beach Shores, Florida. Floor 10.
I was in my room there when my parents came in and broke the news.
I cried. I donโt even know these people. Iโm just a kid. And I feel so connected to them. I feel so hurt. Why would somebody do this to someone else? Why hate someone so much, you want to kill them?
Why take a mom? A daughter? A sister? A princess. From this world. Why?
I canโt help the way I feel. I am deeply connected to everyone. I care so hard. That Iโm the one that gets hurt. Every. Single. Time.
I am always trying to be the best person I can to every person in my life. But Iโm still not good enough for them. Or Iโm too much. Iโm too clingy. Iโm too emotional. Iโm too confident. Iโm too aggressive.
If Iโm too much, go find less.
There is a man out there that will love that I care about people Iโve never even met. That are too cool for me. Too rich for me. Too pretty for me.
One man will say, โwow. That woman is amazing. She is my dream.โ
And I will be. And heโll be my dream too. ๐๐โค๏ธ
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