big changes are hard, and god I had a big share of those in the last 3 years so... weirdly i'm not stranger to it. i'm practically a master at adjusting to changes by now (uuu stream idea?).
If 7 years of therapy thought me anything, the first step is: take a moment to figure out what you are feeling. so...
I have mixed feelings, on one hand I feel sad that my best friend is leaving the company along with other good friends; I am now genless... (singing "all by myself" in streams to my lurkers nutheads will sure have a new meaning now), I also am very terrified of the unknown... (you are familiar with it I'm sure?)
BUT I also feel very excited and happy about it!!! I mean, HAVE YOU SEEN BRAVE?! IT'S SO FRICKING HUGE VTUBER COMPANY, and very very much abroad... and me?! I'm just a simple mechanic engineer anime girl with her doggo from this tiny little country no one heard about (lol) doin' her thingy. and I... I get to be part of it?! *anxiety episode*BRB
...anyways, I do feel so lucky and SO THANKFUL to be part of idol. I am so thankful for the old management for the support and bringing me to where I am today, I will never forget it. and I am also thankful to brave group for taking us in and giving us a new home and new future and opportunities, I can't wait to explore it with you guys!!!
and even if I feel sad I remind myself that the people we lost are not going anywhere. we can still hangout and collab and do stuff together! so that's good! I wish them all good luck and success in their new indie road! (and IF YOU EVER LOSE TOUCH, I WILL FIND YOU AND I WILL BONK YOU)
to make a very long post short (yeah right... )
BEEG EXCITING THINGS are coming for sure and i'm ready for them (mostly)
and I hope you are ready for that with me :NikkiThighs:
much love,
Nikki