Napakadami kong nakaconquer sa Puerto Galera during Holyweek at napakasaya sa pakiramdam.
1. Social Anxiety - I was always afraid of mingling with people at yung mga nagpapapicture. Pero sa ilang gabing inuman at lakaran sa Puerto, nalagpasan ko yung takot may kalandian pa! šPasensiya na ho kung nakita niyo akong nakatungo or umiiwas ng tingin, nakakakaba lang for me ang makihalubilo.
2. Pride - On our 3rd night sa Hiyas, I managed to say āHiā to a former friend, the guy who saw our vulnerabilities and personal stories ni
@KenzoMenzo19 and deliberately shared it to his friends, while his stories and secrets remained safe with us. Ive closed that chapter long time ago and that āhiā was simply just a message na even though we will never reconnect, our good memories are here and I just really wished him well. He had so many heartbreaks in the past, and I hope people around him have been kind to him. He will always be special for us.
3. Myself - I was harassed multiple times, Kenzo even saw one na hindi talaga napigilan sa bar, but I didnt react even though it was warranted. I was having the best time of my life and my choices were either to ruin it or let go of what was done to me. Kahit wala akong ginagawang kabastusan in Public at kahit saan man, hindi ko makocontrol ang mga ganung insidente lalo na sa sobrang crowded that time and making a scene or to react would be a boomer.
We are often asked kung ano ba talaga ang kahulugan ng Holyweek and how one person should celebrate it. I guess for me, and Iām only speaking for myself, no one can tell you on how you should celebrate it, walang mali o tama kumbaga. May mga matutunan man o wala, isa lang ang sigurado, dapat naisasaisip parin si Lord. ā¤ļø