WOW! Most people automatically just call me a false Christian. Sadly, most people don't know what a true Christian looks or sounds like in this day and age either. We truly are few and far between. There are lots of copycats, however.
Thank you! I pray either you find God or He opens your eyes so you, too, can locate the narrow gate that leads to the road that brings you to Jesus. He loves you, friend. He just wants a relationship with you. He's waiting when you're ready.
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It took me 57 years, so He's VERY patient, but time is growing short before His return. It never hurts to, at the very least, meet Him. He makes it very easy. He's waiting for you in the pages of the bible and if that's not your thing, just talk to Him. He listens to your heart if it's earnestly searching. Our hearts are designed to worship. We all have stumbling blocks that we have to overcome. Some do, most, unfortunately, don't. Satan makes the world very enticing for our flesh, and we're so tied to it that it's hard to look beyond this life to eternity.
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There's a pastor that might interest you. His name is Josh Howerton. He has a podcast called Lifepointe Church where he and a few other pastors get together and talk about the world and Jesus and how they fit together. It's very interesting and laid back. Easy to listen to. If you get a chance or if you're at all interested, give them a listen. I think you might be surprised that Christians aren't the boogeymen we're made out to be.
Godspeed, friend. Peace and blessing be upon you!
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