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then i met a guy, started an escort agency from the ground up.
learned how to answer phones. became one of THE BEST phone girls in the nation. made a fuck ton of money. then the rules came.
craigslist & myredbook became obsolete, backpage took over
but that saved my ass during the recession. all of this while marrying the man i started the company with and raising 3 kids. juggling life in the fast lane while raising a family with a man with ulterior motives.
depressed, anxious, overwhelmed, stress, overworked, isolated and completely out of touch, i was lost.
i started rebuilding myself from the inside out.
accepting myself for who i was, the things i did, my flaws and all. setting boundaries and holding myself accountable was difficult. but i knew each time i made a tough decision i was trusting myself. choosing myself became easier and easier.
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this brought me back to my divinity.
accepting my flaws. my wrongdoings, my kinks. accepting my sexuality. my femininity my masculinity.
this is me in my rawest form. my most authentic form.
and if you took the time to read this, thank you. you’re a real one for that.
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