TW: mental health
PS: no one needs to be worried though, will just take time..
I’d like to share a personal message with anyone who’s interested. Over the past few weeks, I’ve significantly reduced the amount of work I do at PROJECTV. Since starting in March 2025, I’ve put countless hours into this job, partly as a distraction from other things and partly because I truly believe that the DACH scene deserves strong Valorant projects.
Unfortunately, this workload just isn’t sustainable. Ultimately, it's a job that often feels thankless and comes with a lot of criticism. Anyone who knows me knows that I love what I do - and I always have - but right now, I’ve reached a low point, both physically and mentally.
By cutting back recently, it may have become noticeable that things haven't been running as smoothly in some areas and that others have had to step in for me. I would like to take this opportunity to thank them for that, and also to apologise.
I’ve reached a point where I feel genuinely ashamed of myself, my apartment and my life. There are so many things I need to deal with that I struggle to even know where to start, let alone be consistent. I am sharing this publicly in the hope that people will understand that this is a serious issue for me right now. I am actively working on getting back on track, but I also ask for your understanding that these things take time.