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Who's ready for some epic zombie-slaying action in WWZ Aftermath with me on #twitch later? Drops are enabled, so don't miss out on the free loot! Let's have some laughs together, talk nonsense and totally not get scared. 🧟‍♂️#WWZ #Twitch #scaredbutready twitch.tv/cabbittv

Life thus far has been a marathon, not a sprint. Often a lonely road, filled with twists and turns constantly making me question my resilience. Yet, here I am, not by chance or luck, instead because a Hyper-INTENTIONAL travel, despite all odds. even when I questioned my own abilities and conviction. At the time, I did not know I was going to be able to identify my relentless strength as my Hyper-INTENTIONAL mindset. However, even during the darkest days, I knew that something keeps helping me stand right back up on my feet even after the scariest and most painful of the falls I have been through. This life has been a rollercoaster of dreams, sacrifices, and the relentless pursuit of finding my own space, on my own terms and timeline. I must say, it has not been an easy feat! Waking up each day with a surge of energy, crystal-clear vision, and an unwavering determination is both exhilarating and nerve-wracking. It is no secret that clinical depression, PTSD, and anxiety are always in the race to win the first spot every morning I wake up. The fear is there, coexisting with gratitude and enthusiasm. It requires an inner reservoir of fortitude to defy the darkness and choose light, morning after morning. I remind myself of the extraordinary privilege of being alive, having choices, and making decisions that shape my life. It is a luxury - one that in the (relatively) liveable parts of the world we claim to be the ‘free and civil’ world, we take for granted far too often. Challenges and setbacks have taught me humility and importance of throwing my ego away to recognize and celebrate what truly matters. I am not perfect, far from it, I never will be and for that reason I am committed to becoming a better version of myself at every turn, and corner of life if get to experience and be part of this unique expedition called human-life. I aim to lay bare my fears, embrace my flaws as I also fuel my fierceness to be more INTENTIONAL than the day before, if I get to wake up with an opportunity to do better once again. I will have lapses, will be overcome with fear, will doubt my choices, and will learn more unpleasant yet valuable lessons and I am as prepared as could be to do the best I can, and then some. Here's to the journey of 21 Hyper-INTENTIONAL decisions that I will now begin to reveal one by one, in hope that it helps someone out there who feels the way I do and can do this a little easier than I got to. With my fears, flaws, and fierceness. XOYOX -szebastian- #21Decisions #CTCR #INTENTIONAL #HyperINTENTIONAL #ScaredButReady

Excited to jump into another #horrorgame demo. The community never fails to deliver heart-pumping thrills and chills 💀 #scaredbutready #gamedev @Jenito_studios

Hi yes… I am ready to say this: I’m non-binary. They/them pronouns please. Love y’all. #theythem #itstime #scaredbutready

Big things coming, I’m moving into my first place Saturday! #excited #scaredbutready

Me too! I met with my cohort today for 90 minutes... they seem so ready to get back to learning. Today was get to know you, technology issues, and safety! Can't wait until Monday! #ScaredbutReady

As the year progresses....I feel my Gemz betray me, there's a growing desire to be deflowered. This year feels like the year to break the seal and get fucked good by an Alpha Male... Problem is...where do I find him 🤔🤔🤔 #AlphaPopsHerCherry😛 #ScaredButReady

Month two/week 6 of #Insanity starts tomorrow. Bring it @ShaunT . I'm ready for you. #ScaredButReady

this summer OG Hoes is going to the beach and next summer OG Hoes is donating eggs to pay for college #adventures #staytuned #scaredbutready

enjoying this 3 day weekend to prep myself for my busy week next week. 1 new job internship senior year 🤦🏾‍♀️ #scaredbutready

I'm growing up guys, I just applied for my first credit card >.< #adulting #scaredbutready

6 more days 😭😬😩😊😔😎😨 #ScaredButReady 🙌🏾💪🏾✈️

Another group ready for the giant swing #ScaredButReady #We'veGotThis

In a week, I move to my own place #scaredbutready

would love to do my first wholesale deal with you. Then..my first flip in Ft. Worth, TX #green #scaredBUTready #BEmyOWNBOSS

A little over three months till I take the biggest leap of faith. Having big dreams sometimes is hard! 😢 #scaredbutready

Did I just have a vision be shown to me about my future through a dream?!🤔😳🙏🏽 💍reveal #VisionsFromOnHigh #trustingyoulord #scaredbutready

@Mannycu90 looks like a new edition to the sweater party next year #ScaredButReady