Dear Lord, i am deeply grateful for Your presence with me and my family throughout 2025. The past year tested me in profound ways. I lost my father to cancer in March, USAID closed , and i had to lay off more than 20 staff. There were moments when the pressure was overwhelming, my blood pressure rose dangerously high (170/100mmHg)and i experienced firsthand how real depression can be.
Like Okonkwo in "Things Fall Apart", who believed that having survived hunger and hardship nothing else could break him, these experiences stripped me down and hardened my resolve. Having endured that season, i know i have been shaped, not defeated.
Yet, in those darkest moments, i was not alone. My wife
@BettyMutesi stood by me, and friends such as Kagaba, Liban,
@gateteviews , and Moses surrounded me with care and companionship during those difficult weeks. I am also thankful to three development partners who, in their own ways, helped me sustain momentum at
@NARwanda after the USAID cuts. I do not take this grace for granted.
As i step into 2026, place me in a position of stability, free from constant worry. Help me to borrow only what i can repay, to speak without having to beg policymakers to listen, and to move forward without needless struggle. Continue to enable me to give back to my community. Grant me the grace to forgive those i have helped and who have not repaid. And in my human imperfection, keep the Holy Spirit close to me, guiding my actions so that i may minimize wrongdoing and walk in righteousness. Help me Lord