Maybe this is good for me. I am such a jealous & selfish person, this is good for my character developmemt. I'm starting to get happiness from watching him be happy w/ his gf instead of wanting to die because we'd never work out. I have to prioritize his happiness, that is love
When u are more than just friends with somebody you're in love with but not "more than just friends" in the romantic or sexual way but just in the way we are connected on an emotional and platonic level and they feel so so so close but yet so far out of my reach.