sometimes
change
feels like
shirking
your commitment
the most
valiant allowances
you provided
to what you've labeled
rigidtys obligations
to defend
the lies
were told
to tell ourselves
in private
your blitheful,
you should be
bothered,
only by your doubt
seeking
to embrace itself
transactional,
a reliance
the uncertaintys
you've voted for
quoting
what you've misremembered
in an attempt
to explain away
your valor
comforting
the curvature
to become
deeply satisfied -
the invisible future
you walk toward
reliable justification
entwined
with indignance
but you call it principle
you asshole
renew,
your emancipation
divinity's
mixed marvel
irrelevant
it has become,
your maleficent
addiction
too concerned
with yourself,
afflicted
to inner bouts
of worrisome burdens
deliberate?
you may be
mistaken
encroaching
on your beginning
new endings have value
elaborate upon
the internal
symphony
of conquest
postponed
no further
what emerges,
a new reliance?
or immergence,
with miracles abound
yet spoken
it takes creativity
forgetting to see
the distant
wonder
of prophecy
dash toward me
I'll catch you
in my arms,
patient
with your heart
the caring castle
of self
you've built
within
seated with reverence
for what's to come
beesmerched
by misbegotten
dalliances
toward the horizon,
the sensual sensation
of severance,
what was
what couldn't be
I honor you