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My mother is no more here today in this world, but she while on her death bed said (translation): if any hardles come in your life after me, expecting death by suicide is not an option at all. I struggled everyday but never lost hope of keeping you alive. This life is a precious gift to you, not by me, but by the destiny that wants you to see alive.
Today, when I'm at my lowest phase of my life, I still remember her saying: that death is not an option unless it comes very naturally.
4 years back, she faught cancer with a smile. Said to me, tell doctor that they should not stop treatment even if I fall senseless as chemo effects. I will not refuse treatment.
After 6 months of treatment, she was in ventillation for 40 days. Maa ko jine ka bohot saukh tha...on day 40, unfortunately her body refused to survive through the effects of the last chemo.
Her words are still with me everyday: death is not an option.