I always knew i like girls as well but i never knew a girl can love other girls and its a thing, especially cause i only watched cartoons in farsi and they were censored like crazy.
Sometimes i would think about “changing” my gender so i can marry a girl but then I’d remember i like boys too.
When i was older (13 maybe) and i could have access to social media, i discovered wow, there’s something named homosexuality. 😨 and i was like nooo i supportaaa but there’s no way i’m the same as them. Like it was a really strange and foreign concept for me.
And when i was on 9th grade i has a massive crush on one of my classmates and that’s how i realized that yeah i like girls.
And i HATED myself for that 😭 I’d pretend im totally fine with it online but deep down i hated it and i finally was able to accept it after a year or two.
Yapped a lot sorry