californian sensibilities
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1 Nov 2024
I realised I am (something I have always longed for)
completely free of absolutely
everything
I can do exactly whatever the fuck I want
and for some reason
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1 Nov 2024
why did you all try to bully me so horribly (you know who you are)
when I was clearly already struggling to survive on my own through a massive mental and emotional breakdown
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1 Nov 2024
all your attempts were so fucking obvious and so fucking lame but it was the fact that you all tried that really fucking hurt
was it because I upset mark
poor mark sorry mark
get well soon
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1 Nov 2024
you know me I fucking love an intense psychological experience do I ever
well the last of my dead family's things being taken away and being left with just me and my things and all the empty space in the house triggered a deluge of thoughts ideas memories images feelings
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1 Nov 2024
not my mother who was too old and too manipulative for me to do anything other than be available to her or
when she died for the last four years the probate courts
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1 Nov 2024
as the flow abated towards the end of the second day and I could think about what it was that was happening
I realised that my life and my choices are for the first time not contigent on anyone or anything else
not my partner of 20 years or when I couldn't stand that anymore
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1 Nov 2024
I had stern words with the
me in the mirror
whatever the reason for me locking these things away as they came out they just became parts of my life that I had lived my thoughts realisations and opinions
all of them no longer in any way dangerous
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1 Nov 2024
allowed to speak of (you know what families are like)
things that I couldnt admit to
they all came out so I could deal with them some things I processed by simply speaking them aloud for the first time some required mad conversations with imaginary people
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1 Nov 2024
that flowed through my mind and me for two whole days (I didn't sleep)
They were all things from my life that id clearly locked away for some reason things i was afraid of or ashamed of or had suppressed because my family wouldn't approve
Things that I knew but was never
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31 Oct 2024
upshot is now I can do whatever the fuck I want
thank fuck I stuck all this shit out
pays off
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30 Oct 2024
there are men here to take away all the dead people's things that I don't want
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30 Oct 2024
lovely jubbly
even aced the tip at the end
get yourselves a cup of tea lads
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30 Oct 2024
oh mate one of thems left a big turd
Ill have my twenty quid back
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30 Oct 2024
et tu byline times et tu
29 Oct 2024
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