ive sat around for 8 months pondering what i should say about my situation. granted the best thing to do is to keep my mouth shut and move on theres a fire in my heart that tells me day in and day out to come back to this community. this community meant more then words can explain. i may have had my ups and downs with alot of you but at the end of the day i considered most of yall friends. alot of many i considered family, i made bonds here that you cant find anywhere else. see i couldve done what many have before and just restarted as another caw and lied and slithered my way back into friendships and spots in the community but thats not who ive ever been. from day 1 i always wanted to be as authentic as i could be. if thats doing promos and segments or behind the scenes creating friendships and guiding new people thru the beginning struggles of caw. but i meant as a person aswell. i dont expect there to be anything i could say or do to fix the harm ive caused to my friends and members of this community. but if ive learned anything in my life its that sometimes you just have to try. try and fix those friendships. try and fix those bonds. from the bottom of my heart i truthfully am sorry to everyone. i dont expect this to get a greeting reception. but if im allowed to work for the respect and friendship of yall again thats work im willing to do 10x over. -Jax