to the person who asked for me to draw chubby pomni with body hair and small boobs 4 different times over this past week in my strawpage, i see you, and I will get around to it eventually. on the off chance this is 4 different people, i applaud you all for your tastes
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A lot of people don't understand that Jax mom was not only abusive, but took advantage of Jaxs to try forcing a role that didn't belong to them, her husband's place place
Damaging the perception of love into "If I'm vulnerable they will use me."
UHHH EP 9 SPOILERS LOOK AWAY
in the scene where jax and ribbit are in her room, i think thats the only scene in that sequence in the 3rd person. Im sure it was just to highlight its importance, but as someone with DPDR (depersonalization derealization disorder)—
nearly all of my memories are in the 3rd person, because I dissociate so often. It made me feel like Jax was dissociating when he recalls that specific memory, to distance himself emotionally from them even further, and we see that mirrored in his reaction to Kaufmo, too. kinda
it made me connect with Jax even more. that event really was the beginning of the end, it makes sense why its particularly hard to recall. anyway any dpdr baddies in chat rn
the worst part about my car fucking exploding is that i can no longer go to every target and gamestop and hot topic in a 20 mile radius every other day on the hunt for pombubus
everyone has to promise me to be nice to me when my song comes out. its very avant-garde and experimental and mostly acapella ngl and also i cant sing or write music but i wrote the fuckinf thing anyway and its important to me so everyone has to be NICE TO ME!!
jax wouldnt have killed himself if he'd known that in just a few weeks he'd be able to do the 67 on fortnite with skibidi toilet on his back and tung tung tung sahur as his duo
this is my favourite part of the whole song the rest of it is just ok tbh but TAN MY WEATHERED HIIIIDE TOOO DRYYYY RIP THE STICTHES FROM MY SEAMS I ONLY KEPY WHAT WAS DIIIICAAAARDEEEDD SORT VISCERA FROM LEAAAAN