Lately I haven’t been as present here.
Not because I stopped caring, but because I’ve been a bit lost. Burnout, overthinking, not having a clear direction. It all caught up at once.
There’s also a side of this that people don’t really see. Creating the kind of art I love feels like a luxury sometimes. And lately, I’ve had to focus more on work that pays the bills. It’s still creative, but it’s not what I truly want to be doing every day.
And that slowly messes with you. You start doubting yourself. You question your path. You’re not sure what direction even makes sense anymore.
I’m not going to pretend it’s been easy. The past few months have been heavy.
But at the same time, I’m grateful. I’m healthy, I’m here, and I know I’ve found my way before. I’ll find it again.
Just taking it one step at a time.
Kaiwan