The emotional rollercoaster we experience as founders is insane.
On the one hand, youâre stressed about your company going under, whether youâre going to make payroll.
Youâre sprinting to launch a new product, but you have no idea if it will be done in time.
But at the same time, itâs weirdly FUN.
You see the vision. Youâre starting to get traction on customer calls after weeks of struggling.
âI like that I can just send it stuff.â
âThis is so cool.â
âOh, I love this!â
You can see how if you get super lucky, and work super hard, you might be able to thread the needle.
But by the end of that string of calls, even though theyâre going well, you realize your day has just started, and youâre so exhausted.
Then you show up at an event and need to be âONâ the whole time, making sure your customers and your team are happy.
At the end of it all, you breathe a huge sigh and you just say to yourself, âDamn. What a job.â
Iâve learned that this is the Founderâs job.
And I'm writing this now at 11:00 at night, where I'm just now getting home so I can start my work for the day.
Alone. In the dark. In NYC.
Figuring out what the hell we need to do to make sure that we can save this company and get it to the next level.
This is day 6 of trying to get my $40M company to the $100M level.
See you tomorrow for Day 7.