bmi 17s i'm working on it okay 🫩

Joined October 2022
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my grandma is making borek again🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩
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everythings gonna be FINE
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i swear on my soul that ill restrict properly when i get back home not a single calorie will go uncounted now a single gram of food unweighed
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omg also now that my dad works in the office ibstead of remote that means when i get home ill be alone from 6am-7pm which means i can easily lie abt what i ate And weigh everything
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for the rest of summer besides the 1 week ill spend with my mom but besides that i'll have full control
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when i say im gonna kms I'm not joking i have a plan on standby just in case
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its fine its fine i can fast when i get home its fine as long as i can AT LEAST maintain its FINE i just under no circumstances can i gain any weight or i will kill myself
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I hope i die in 20 years
shaming people with disordered eating is so strange.
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spinach with egg can i get a cal estimate? πŸ€”
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also ate tomato and cucumber
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quite possibly bmi 20 by nowπŸ€©πŸ€©πŸ€©πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
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i just have to accept that ill never be happy 😍😍😍🫢 ill be fat and ugly for the rest of my life
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i still have the faintest scar from when my friends dog bit my hand the first time we had a sleepover
23 out of 32 ?! πŸ™€πŸ˜Ώ
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when i get skinny
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hi i just woke up and i look terrible and fat how are you
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im not allowed to have a happy sleep this time I need to learn the consequences of my actions if im gonna be a fatass i better not be surprised to see everyone on the fucking planet getting skinnier than me by the minute πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ wtfπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
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at least i know my deficit must be working im so flipping hungry rn
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im so hungry someone sedate me
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im craving balik durum even tho i never had it in my life
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