omg also now that my dad works in the office ibstead of remote
that means when i get home ill be alone from 6am-7pm which means i can easily lie abt what i ate And weigh everything
its fine its fine i can fast when i get home its fine as long as i can AT LEAST maintain its FINE i just under no circumstances can i gain any weight or i will kill myself
im not allowed to have a happy sleep this time I need to learn the consequences of my actions if im gonna be a fatass i better not be surprised to see everyone on the fucking planet getting skinnier than me by the minute πππ wtfπππ