Bikin peraturan untuk diri sendiri:
"Hanya boleh masuk rumah, setelah list pekerjaan hari ini selesai. Silakan mengerjakan di teras tempat biasa kerja."
Realitanya: Masuk rumah jam 02.20 pagi dooong πππ
Bikin aturan sendiri, nyusahin diri sendiri...
((Me and exhibtion deadline))
H-2 weeks: no, I'm tired to submit the open call this year.
H-2 days: maybe I'll submit one form only...
H-2 hours: faklah, submit 7 artwork wkwk πππ
Sobbing before stand over the praying mat. Not because feeling sad or whine to beg. But because of feeling shame for coming when only something is needed. πΆβπ«οΈ
Evening drive under the heavy rain storm. Altough the weather was cold, but the conversation sparks the fire between the person next to me and I. Good things inevitably comes as long as the hardwork is consistent.
Nothing need to regret, providence will never be excahanged.
21 hours of standing by in front of the laptop to meet the proposal deadline, until receiving an announcement that the deadline was postponed for another 18 days when it was ready to be submitted. πππ
My teacher was said, the human person will get weaken after 30.
Me at 31, holding a record to work for 21 hours non stop in my laptop.
If I can back turn in time, i just want to said: