4 weeks later, and I’m going to attempt to give X a cautious chance again.
I just read so many DM’s asking if I’m ok and where I’ve been. You guys are so sweet! ❤️ Truth is — I’ve had some serious X fatigue lately. I needed calm, and peace. Plus, I don’t need this place for validation, nor do I want its money. (Makes a huge difference in people’s online behavior)
When X seems more overpowering with bullshit and toxicity, I can’t deal with it. My mind can’t comprehend it. The worst of humanity that I’ve ever witnessed in my many long years of life on this earth, I’ve seen in here. It’s in my face. Animal abuse, terrible crimes, evil, hateful words, really traumatizing things…They mess me up. Just scrolling for a mere 5 minutes can make me nauseous. I’ll never adjust to the insanity, or the stupidity that plagues this place. And how anyone can spend 17 hours a day in here, posting every 10 minutes, to me, is absolute psychotic behavior.
I have a family that deserves my total attention. We take vacations, make cherished memories, spend Sundays in church. I can’t imagine neglecting them, especially over social media. I’d rather make my days count, than count my days left of this earth. Regret is a terrible, weighted burden. I’m going to compromise w my X mental health, and be sporadic w the attention I give this place. Priorities! 😊
Lastly, things have definitely changed in here, for the worst. Some of the larger accounts that I used to really respect, have become absolute psychos! Their lies, constant histrionics, and hyper-fixation on clout and money, make me sick. Now they’re all muted, so I’m hoping it’ll be a more refreshing experience in here now.
Missed you guys! ❤️