vacillating between preemptively hating all my friends at madrid d2 in case they get my fave songs and being 🙏🏼 grateful 🙏🏼 that i decided to force madrid d1 to work for me at all
i can’t keep doing this please don’t tell me these things i’m crying my eyes out all over again i love them so much that i get so overwhelmed with emotion & all i know how to do is... cry