⊹ ˖ Ი𐑼 (6'3 btw) Busy being chained up all the time or something

Joined July 2022
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got tired of the old persona, don't forget me!!
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a pack of cards costs like 50¢ why tf would anyone want these returned 😭
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oki ima start tracking cals again, even though that makes me super neurotic abt what i eat and makes me crash out way worse i think i need that in my life rn bc i am NOT LOSING SHITTTT
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got this geek bar and didn't realize it'd just have a bit coin screen for no reason. i'm such a loser this is a new low
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i always try to quit addictions by adding another one i deem better for me but that's lead me to replace everything with nicotine and now im smoking cigs, vaping, and using zyns every single day. dude im so cooked
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i always try to quit addictions by adding another one i deem better for me but that's lead me to replace everything with nicotine and now im smoking cigs, vaping, and using zyns every single day. dude im so cooked
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this is exactly how i feel abt my sh
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i've been clean for awhile and i still think abt doing it alll the time but if i take a single step towards doing it im like "you're an adult get a grip go get drunk and chain smoke like a normal person this is so cringe" doesn't stop me from relapsing but still
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i just had to call 4 different doctors offices, both my parents, leave one voicemail, and book 2 appointments, and i didn't have a full anxiety attack doing it LETS FUCKING GOOO i'm such an adult
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how to stop yearning for the absolute worse feeling, emotion, or experience in your life to happen again even tho it was literal hell to get through but it's better than being mentally stable bc that makes you uncomfortable? no glue no borax ty
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i look back on bleeding out on my floor at 14 or waking up in the psych ward with no memory of the last day with fond memories when in reality it was absolute anguish but in my mind that's how i'm SUPPOSED to feel like all the time
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it's crazy to think that i eat the same way as her but most ppl call me healthy bc im not obese

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is it weird to say i want this relationship
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talkin bout the mommy rules thing btw, god it grosses me out to type that but also reading the rules i want that really bad 😭
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having tourette's and addictions is so shit bc if you stop doing any of them it makes your tics hell and makes you want to kys MORE so you have to go back to addictions
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i'm jealous of men's adam's apple bc it looks like their bones are showing in a place mine never will 😞
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it's SO unfair that gaining 5-10lbs isn't noticeable unless you're underweight. that's 2.5 bmi points bro
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when i was overweight everyone around me was skinny but now im realizing most ppl are overweight like thats just normal
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i'm my therapists first patient with like an ed and tourette's and other shit so many sessions end with her going "yknow what. i gotta research on that and get back to you" 😭
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if this is me someone pls tell me so i can plan my suicide accordingly
Me Infront of the mirror vs actually going out
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i'm just talkin abt the tweet not the video 😶 she looks fine in all outfits i just don't wanna look drastically different than j think i do 😔
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