genuinely hate myself so much i accidentally made a mildly inappropriate reference at dinner (stopped myself halfway through but she guessed based on context) and my sister joked that i need to go to an autism program and take a class on social skills and then everyone laughed :(
i already didn't make the reference!! you only knew what i was gonna say because you used to like what i was referencing!!! don't make fun of me for something i already stopped myself from saying
🤔 true, although i don't have access to any psychiatric support atm :/ i'm not sure if it's superfluous though, considering i'm already diagnosed with DID which pretty much necessitates ptsd/cptsd in of itself
mildly jealous of people who post cute aesthetic meals that look delicious every day meanwhile if i posted my meals you'd see terribly presented microwave macaroni, pickles, popcorn, and steak every day of the week
every time my mom sees my (healed!) scars she starts sadly lecturing me about how I've ruined my body as if the sheer power of her disappointment will remove them from my body