still people around ex that gaslit it n its afraid to talk about n girls kept around that say slurs n antivaxx jokes n ableism and just generally does not feel safe around others cus even if they're good they keep others around them that are actively not safe for it
it hates that this is around its thoroughly cultivated surroundings of people who do not do any of this, and is always a group thing not just 1 person keeping them around.. why do you tolerate these >< cant ever get away from anywhere, there's always a new bad friend of someone
it likes attention but it isn't super popular or good at a lot of things so instead it whines and demands its love's attention until she is back at her phone
it needs like extra high monitor arms.. its current ones too low even though kinda high and literally the only reason it slouches is because the text is uncomfortably low.. lowered its chair to see and it sits up perfectly straight (but now arms n wrists too low)
it's probably good to cycle its carry ammo at least next year but organizing going shooting with anyone is a pain in the ass and it'd do it itself but doing its drivers license test is very low on the list with managing all of its disability
it can handle figuring out which range and getting there and then the actual shooting by itself, but including another person makes it such a pain. but drivers test, organizing getting a car transfer probably, and then keeping a car downtown w/ street parking is uhhh