gonna try climbing for the first time today 😯 my dad’s girlfriend is a climbing instructor so we are gonna go climbing together but i’m a bit scared haha
saw a beautiful white dead cat in the middle of the road while driving today and i can’t stop thinking about it and picturing it. i should’ve found a place to park and gotten it out of the road, i feel horrible :(
i’m going on vacation and it’s gonna be around 30°C and i don’t know if i should pack short or long sleeves. i don’t wanna make others uncomfy with my scars and some of my wounds are not fully healed so i feel like it would be insensitive to wear short sleeves :(
so just randomly popping in to say that i’m practicing capturing the likeness of people in my art lately so if anyone wants a portrait (and is comfortable sending me pics of their face ofc) hmu 🙂↕️
youtube recommended me a random performance video by a group i’ve never heard of and it’s now 2 am and i’ve been listening for 2 hours i think I’m in a trance
i need someone to tell me what to eat. i keep just not eating and then binging over and over again. like maybe if i actually ate i wouldn’t binge but i don’t even know how to eat normally anymore
i don’t think anyone will ever love me other than the people who are obligated to. i will never have friends, i will never have a partner, no one will ever really know me. i was destined to be alone
do i dare try to learn kikaijikake no uchuu on the guitar? it's my favourite ichiko aoba song (and favourite song in general) but it's also 12 minutes long and very involved...