there could be so many good things happening or looking forward to, but depression always makes its way back to me no matter what
sometimes it doesn't seem to have a reason either and it's really though to fight, and it persists for a very long time
i've accepted it's something i have to live with but when i have my ups i always underestimate how rough it truly is when the time comes
sorry for the rant post, i'll probably delete later i wanted a little off my chest