This just fucking confirms why q!e walked into the reactor on thursday and even thought of trying to find answers abt qjuan's death from q!multi. from a survival standpoint, it was such a huge risk to even antagonize q!m in any way, knowing he'd be more unhinged after everything
so ewron confirmed that his character is starting to get attached to people. q!juan died, and q!ewron is asking himself why he feels sorry for him if everyone was going to die anyway, he's starting to question his plans