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misery @skeletonfreak86

Just an odd gal battling her mental health. BPD, fibro, reynauds, autistic. mum to a gorgeous boy with severe autism/ adhd & a beautiful little girl

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misery@skeletonfreak86
27 Mar 2019
Please don't take the piss. Got enough going on. This is to all my brothers and sisters with depression who dealing with shit like matted hair. I rarely take pics so a vid is a big deal. I know some cunts going to start though lol. Wouldn't allow whole vid so here's part of it
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My body aches, pain has heightened so much more, my anger and upset is boiling up, my panic and hypervigilence is almost at peak, I feel like I may cry or vomit, I have so much to do......yep it's definitely almost xmas. God I hate this. If not for the kids i would bin it all!
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Pain clinic said can do no more for me. Waiting to see specialist for face nerve damage (abscessed removal last year). Waiting for other Drs too. Still trying to convince GPs i need other specialists, cause many symptoms don't fit diagnosed things. They still want me off all meds
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Been sleeping even less cause abuse nightmares been bad recently & all that. Sooooo.......been bingewatching FROM & I highly reccomend! @HaroldPerrineau is bloody amazing! All the cast are. Haven't seen one person yet i haven't believed as their characters. Season 3 soon please!
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Haven't been called back after speaking about the lies and trickery of the people knocking on my door today. The pressure tactics (that i was also correct in being wrong). I'm autistic/ mental health issues and as there are more vulnerable people round here i feel so concerned.
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Soooo.....its official. I am autistic
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How am i not bald after this much matted hair came out!?!
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When the suicidal ideation is strong and you're stressed at same time.....not fun
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It's an Always december album by Citizen soldier kind of 3:20am.
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Whrn everyday is badically a head full of thoughts like Skillet's- would it matter...then you think about the only things keeping you existing are kids/ family and mainly your child's special needs. Nothing in your own qualities that you find redeeming both phydical or internal
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Haven't looked in a mirror properly in years as none at home. Why do hotels insist on them, full and not, being so huge and no way to cover. I don't go out the house so couldn't plan for this. At least kids are with grandparents and its practically empty in hotel so i can cry.
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First time out the house in so long. Travel with autistic teen and hype toddler, not fun. Had my slippers on and forgot, so no shoes for the next few days now. Worst of all forgot son's meds. Feel so shit. Been up all night waiting on 111 gp to call me to try get meds. Me=Fuck up
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When the suicidal thoughts creep in as the voices shouting what a burden you are to others. Problem is they are right.
Anyone else feel just worthless as fuck right now?
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When i jumped through hoops, waited almost 3yrs for therapy. This, only to be told that i already know a lot as i am very aware of my issues & do my research, also that they believe i need long term therapy...but NHS only give 12 sessions...that's it. Off you fuck. Bye bye. 12?!
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I seriously gave this shit one last try after 20yrs of issues with NHS mental health off & on. Closer to 30yrs if include family therapy & not single. Really, why did I bother. Basically no hope for me. Fun. Seriously 12! That's supposed to be enough for a long term illness?
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Am sharing again for those that have suffered with hair matting and knotting due to lack of self care and chronic pain issues. I know it brings you down, you get upset and embarrassed but you are not alone
misery@skeletonfreak86
27 Mar 2019
Please don't take the piss. Got enough going on. This is to all my brothers and sisters with depression who dealing with shit like matted hair. I rarely take pics so a vid is a big deal. I know some cunts going to start though lol. Wouldn't allow whole vid so here's part of it
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Sorry for not getting back to people. Unpacking a lot mental health wise and still coming to terms with the autism thing and what to do with that info. Researching stuff. Therapy back on in couple weeks. Been in dark angry place and loads other stuff too. My brain wants to blow
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misery retweeted
Giles Paley-Phillips@eliistender10
27 Jul 2021
For anyone in the UK, If you text ‘SHOUT’ to 85258 when you are in a dark place or suicidal, a trained crisis volunteer will text you back. This is great If you find talking on the phone challenging. It’s completely free 24/7. Please RT you never know who might need this support
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Tw rape: What do you do with nightmares when it's things like you are back being raped? You wake & realise you are not in that situation obviously but your body still reacts as if you were. How do you calm down? How do you ground & how do you get the thoughts out of your head?
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When you are trying to get mentally better. Have been suffering stress migranes for about a month due to situations. You are abusing your body atm & self harming in ways after weeks trying not to cause you feel if you don't you may do something a bit too bad. Fun of being broken
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