i can’t help but be scared of hell staring back at me when i’m on the precipice .
i can’t help it. i was raised to know that this is what really meets me
i feel so unwell.
mentally, physically, spiritually, morally. everything that i am and can be feels wrong and malfunctioned.
my body just hurts, and so does my soul
i miss my long, dark hair desperately.
i feel like it was more elegant..
this was only from the beginning of this year but it makes me pine so bad for my older hair
saw an instagram story of mine from a few months ago and i got so scared. this was before i fanta’d my character and she looks so scary. her eyes are so so so bright..