Lowk it sounds so fun to get a cheap hotel room, several bottles of liquor a bag of M and a bag of C and just go on a weekend bender w my boyfriend & friends
How to go from everyone thinking binging is your regular eating routine after a failed recovery attempt to pretending that actually not eating a lot is ur regular so you can starve in peace no glue no borax
Going to our club without my boyfie cuz im hypo and i just need to go out and do something but he’s sick and i feel so guilty like im big and fat and greedy for wanting to see my friends
I have this feeling of pure dread in the pit of my stomach and idk why I feel like everyone’s looking at me and judging me and how big i am even though I got all dressed up today and thought i looked okay at home am I really just that ugly???