Everyone sharing stories of their upbringing: 🗣️🗣️🗣️
Them: “your turn”
Me: “One time I thought my mom d*ed because she was an addict and I found her with a needle in her arm and she wouldn’t respond to me as I screamed for her to wake up”
Everyone: 🙊
I usually keep my hair long down to my waist and love it but almost every year I go through an identity crisis where I feel bland and I go and cut my hair to my shoulders to make myself feel better and then miss my long hair until it grows back again 🙂🙃🙂
Me when other ppl make mistakes:
“this is your first time living, accidents happen, it’s a learning opportunity, go easy on yourself.”
Me to me: after making one eency weency mistake:
“and this is why you shouldn’t even be alive.”
Me when other ppl make mistakes:
“this is your first time living, accidents happen, it’s a learning opportunity, go easy on yourself.”
Me after making one eency weency mistake:
“and this is why you shouldn’t even be alive.”
I joke a lot based off passed experiences, but really I’ve grown a lot and have come to realize that one thing I do not ever need to do, is make any type of decision when I’m in an emotional state. Things that sound like a good idea in that moment are actually self sabotage.
I’m good at making quick decisions. And when I say I’m good at it, I just mean that I make the decision impulsively without thinking and then ruin my life. I’m good at ruining my life 🙂
BPD splitting is fully believing your life is ruined and the only way to fix it is by doing something drastic like quitting your job but your life wasn’t actually ruined until now because now you don’t have a job 🙂🙂🙂